always worried about why i am motivated to go back to blonde. just wish it were easier to go back and forth from blonde to red and back again.

i forget how expensive weddings are

for everyone involved.

dresses for all events up to wedding day
bridesmaid dress
decorations for bachelorette party
liquor for bachelorette party
shoes
makeup
presents

just wish that i could have a party and people would buy me lingerie.

but

i love my friends anyway. would spend every last dime to make them happy.

i have been having daydreams

and i don't like them.

things i like:
tans
burritos
beaches
the ymca

i'll blog again once i get back from the emerald city.

over

could i be...

bi-polar? nope not it. i really think i need to live at the beach. maybe half a the year would be enough?

another womp-y blog

i just don't understand. i am so mad and tired. my life is so good though. got to stop feeling blue. can't. still pissed. still confused.

feeling just a little bit

blue-ish. i think i'm happy though?

just listening to david archuleta and thinkin bout my celeb crushes through the years.

Emilio estevez was my first celeb crush. I remember I had a magazine with him on the cover that I would stare at sometimes. This one lasted from about the age of six to seven.

JTT was so cute. Loved him on "Home Improvement".

This one was obviously more serious. I knew that one day I was going to be Sarah DiCaprio. I'm not quite giving up on him yet. So devoted.

This one started when I was in the 7th grade. I've always respected Hugh Hefner for living his personal american dream unapologetically. I think I will always have a crush on him. If there was anyway that I could be his girlfriend and live in the mansion best believe that I would.

SOOOOOOOOOOO in to Anthony Bourdain.

i think that i am addicted to apple cider vinegar water. yesterday i decided that i would skip my two doses all together for the day. just wanted to see if i felt different. in the evening stopped up symptoms started to show up. soooooooo basically i went right back to my cider morning ritual, and i'm already feeling better. is this all in my head?

can apple cider vinegar make my dreams come true? can i live in a house in alys beach, florida?

n00b

jessie jo, this blog is for you.

so thankful for

the holidays being over
cooking
making money
outdoorsy time
breathing more
being soooo productive on a sunday


still miss sundays though.
also, thankful for:
plane landings
puckett's
jessie jo and jon
opryland
cheatham county
xxx vitamin water that tastes like blue raspberry slush puppy
carl

i am

soooooo far behind.

should people post pictures of their babies online

it's kind of weird how many baby pictures are just floating around the internet. babies can't approve of that. it's just not fair.

i love

*my room. i love it because i sometimes pretend it is a boat or a treehouse. right now i'm just sitting in bed, having breakfast(coffee and oatmeal), and watching the snow fall.

*my long sleeved camo shirt. it is large, and it has a pocket. those are two reasons enough to love it, but i also love it because it is my brother's.

*yall. thanks for reading my blog, yall.

things that men miss out on

yesterday was all about cleaning the house to get ready for our roommate lauren's lingerie shower. then i realized i didn't have a gift for her so i went to dillard's. after debating for about 20 minutes what to buy for her, i made my way to the cashier on the old lady/big gir(plus size)l side of the sleep department. over in that section it's a maze of fuzzy fabrics and faded florals. old lady in her foofy fur was buying 300 dollars worth of items. after she checked out i went to the front of the line, and the lady checking me out revealed that the woman comes once a year. she spends the entire day in the lingerie/sleepwear section and shops until she finds the items exactly to her liking.

that was a story about dedication.

another story of dedication:
awkward roommate katie bought high-heeled brown boots during christmas, and now she wears them every day. i don't understand. she never wore heels before. do her feet not hurt? did she find magical powers that finally allow her wear heels? or is it dedication?
it's got to be dedication.

today is the day i have to decide: do i dedicate my winter workouts to the y? or do i brave the cold and show some dedication by committing to working out outdoors? it's decision time 09.

can it please stop raining? please?

i've been weighing my options when it comes to leaving the ymca

or not leaving the ymca.

things i would miss:
watching a free movie while working out at the cardio cinema/free weights in the dark,
stark naked asian woman trying to be demure while covering up with one hand,
the man who looks like a lion at green hills,
people watching,
watching person after person try to operate a machine that is out of order,
warmth while working out,
fitness,
comradery,
fresh towels,
etc.


things i won't miss:
smelling fresh baked subs while working out,
awkward people having conversations right in front of your machine,
gross locker room nudity,
can't think of anything else



sooooooooooo sad. think i'm gonna go to hula hoop classes in february though.

sooooooooooooo

new year's things

save money
more water
less beer more red wine
write letters
brush my teeth in the afternoon
floss
work hard
be godly
walk outside