still doin it

still listening to "touch it while pissed up". can't help it.

i watched the hills this morning. why is audrina so amazing? she speaks for mistreated girls everywhere. good for her for being strong enough to say straight his face that the best thing for her is if he wasn't in her life. she's no dumb baby. she's my inspiration i could never bring myself to live up to.

still doin it in so many ways. not letting him visibly get to me. i still kind of have control but not really. all i can do is pray for something else.

i'm still

listening to "touch it while pissed up", and you better be doing the same.
llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
screw bad boys.
bad girls will always prevail.
truest statement of alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll time.
aallllllllllllllllllllllllllllll timemmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad
girl


i'm allowed to be however i want to be. i have freedom of choice. sooooo don't call me on christmas and leave me a message saying that i am the nicest sweetest girl you have ever met. i'm not spineless. i refuse to let you have the upper hand. you are not man enough. you're the worst. you're the kind who knows the most fulfilling way to live and denies living it. maybe we're two peas in a pod.

download 100dBs.com's mash-ups of aphex twin, duh.
don't touch insulation in your attic.
wash your hair once a week.
fall out of love with a boy. if you can.
dance like a fag.
play lots of pool.
don't lose.
bake and eat a chess pie.
most importantly: listen to "Touch It While Pissed Up" from 100dBs.com's aphex twin mash-ups on repeat. don't cease to listen. keep listening. i promise. if you stop...god forbide...don't stop.

tender

i'm feeling tender and sad and womp womp.

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